What a year, possibly the most emotional and existential year i've experienced in my short life. I realized that I'm quiet a fucking dork (i've also been told). as i dug deeper and deeper into the music that was consuming me, the harder it seemed to be happy and satisfied with my own music. The truth is, i am completely obsessed with music, but lately it's been incredibly frustrating to write music that truly brings joy to my heart and that is really breaking me inside. On the other hand, this year i found so much music that really brought warmth to my soul, i felt so deeply connected to some music. There is always this philosophical bullshit that comes to mind, all this questions that i ask myself when i'm writing something. i want to make music that means something to me, while i can do something that sounds good, using tricks and qualities from music that is "in" now, i don't want to do that just for the heck of it or because i can. I'm on a solitary crusade for creative self-satisfaction, and i've reached the point where i don't care anymore how long it takes, how stupid people think i am, i don't need to explain myself to anybody. i know it will come, and then....then, it will translate. Here is a mix of some tracks that became very memorable this year, the first continuous dj-style mix that i ever upload. i like it. and what better way to end the year than with my favorite producer, my favorite dj and my favorite NY band of 2010, all together at one party with my good friends and dancing partners? im very exited, already got my ticket!. Besides who the fuck will pay a $100 for a ridiculous techno rave when this party is 15 bucks? i don't understand, some parties people just go and think they are good because they are expensive. its wierd.
happy holydays and happy new year!
i love,
-felipe
tickets: http://www.residentadvisor.net/event.aspx?214269
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